I’m not a big fan of January. It’s a long, cold, month and I’m always gritting my teeth and trying to hurry it along. But, the one thing I DO like about January is that it is full of possibilities. The old is behind me, the new is yet to be discovered.

2009 was the year of “Ups and Downs” for me. In my writing life, I finaled in the Golden Heart. Getting that call was the absolute highlight of my year. Unfortunately, life stress got in the way for much of 2009, and I often found myself struggling to climb back out of the pit. But like all experiences, we learn from them.

I learned a lot about myself during 2009. Like just how much I can endure. I learned that I’m darned stubborn when the situation calls for it and although I may be shy and quiet and nonconfrontational, I am stronger than I believed myself to be.

I learned that I no longer need to doubt whether I’m a good writer or not. I am. (Even on those days when I think I suck). I learned that although publication is the ultimate goal, love of writing is enough to sustain me until I get there. And I learned that having good writing friends to give you a shove now and then is absolutely essential. 

I don’t know what 2010 will bring. I certainly hope it’s more positive than 2009. I’d like to think I’m due for a little break about now. But whatever happens, I’m ready.